So yeah... those Birthday resolutions? I've kinda sucked at some of them. I've kinda kicked ass at others. So, a mixed bag.
Physical:
I'm back to 255. I haven't been going to the gym, and I'm eating way more than I should. I have only myself to blame for this. I keep making excuses about not going to the gym, even though I have MOVED TO WARRENTON.... Which is where my gym is located. My excuses are completely retarded. Like, "I'm tired. I don't want to wake up early to go to the gym and work out, which I know will make me feel more energized......." Yeah. Stupid. Also, the eating... Matt, my boyfriend (guy who asked me out at work back in June), can eat 2400 calories in a day. He does. For some stupid reason, I feel like I have to keep up with him when it comes to eating food. Umm... No. Shannon, you're dumb.
So, starting tomorrow morning, I am going to stick to my resolution of "if I'm working IN Warrenton, I will go to the gym." NO MORE EXCUSES. JUST DO IT.
Emotionally, been doing very well. Communicating more and not bottling things up. I'm coming up on the difficult time of year for me, what with the 15 year anniversary of my brother's death in November... But as I've said before, I've got a huge, loving support network that's looking out for me, so I'll be okay.
Career wise:
I have applied for a full-time position within the bank. I'm just waiting to hear back from folks about the interview process. I have to keep catching myself with not thinking too far ahead and being like, "I don't need to worry about this, I've got it in the bag..." I don't. I don't even know where the bag is, actually. So, if you're the praying type, I'd appreciate some prayers. If you're not the praying type, just send me some good juju or something of that nature. Lord knows I could use it!!
By the time I'm 30, which is in 2015, I want to be 180 lbs or less, making at least 40k a year, possibly owning a house, and working on making a family.
There. I sorta know what I want to have happen in the next three years or so. Now I just need to accomplish it.
I can do this. I am an awesome person who deserves awesome things. BOO YAH!!!!!
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